Sabotage

I hear that you 

are the goddess

of creating your own

obstacles

of throwing up

razor wire and carving

trenches

even within

your own house

I don’t understand 

this particular brand

of self-sabotage 

but I make my disciples 

sick with love

serving them adoration 

straight up 

in a coupe glass 

washed with silver nitride

because I like

seeing them weep

into a detonating

cup.